I just don't know what to do now... I feel lost. I tried and tried but nothing happened. I want to change things, but I cant. It feels as though, I am not giving and getting what a Troop Leader should. I feel as though, I'm not giving the troop what it needs, what it wants. I'm facing people who are going against what I say. I tried talking, didnt work. What must I do? Shout at them and then pissing everyone off? Even ordering them doesn't work. Here I am, being in the top spot, but I'm not even able to do it well. My orders made, just got pushed aside..

Someone said, a Troop Leader is to ensure he puts the troop before himself, I tried that, and apparently, I failed. That night, when the seniors asked us "What do we want to change in the troop?" I replied, saying that I want to see the troop soar higher, discipline maintained, harmony. Apparently, it didnt happen... To fight for what is rightfully mine, I want too, but will I then set a good example? Yes, I might win, but the juniors might look at me, 'The Troop Leader who went against a teacher', then, they'll do it too..

Now, I wonder, why did the troop vote me as Troop Leader? Why did the seniors choose me if they did. I feel as though, I've failed them.. Am I really fit to have this post? I'm lost and I need guidance, but who will help me...